i fuckin hate being sick.
i hate having a chest cold worse then a head cold. actually ihate them both.
chest colds give you the worst plhem in your chest and the worst cough.
and head colds give you the most stuffy nose and head and sinus pain. its like i go back and forth
between them all the time
i dont want to be sick anymore
whreres the people who come to look after me!!
i remember this time time i was sick, douggy came over and made me soup and watched some t.v with me.
i know some other people who stay far away and dont bother to come lookin for me
even if i am dying like i am right now
i kno how to look after myself
but do i want to. no
i want someone to come over with some homemade soup medicine and a few movies. and a box of kleenex.
i want someone to come tuck me in and drive me to the drug store for new meds. i want someone to feed me cough meds. i want someone to put on a movie for me. i just turn into the biggest baby when im sick. i get alll kinds of grumpy and all kinds of stupid too. and then when i dont get what i want i freak. this is me freaking out writing this blog entry. and no one cares either. i can rant and rave and ill just get poor jazz. poor jazz. blah blah fuckin blah. well fuck you world and your cold weather changes your gunna end up killing me eventually.
eff off.
