so he res something you hadn't noticed. and that just noticed now, and as i sit here waiting for my stupid slow and lame computer boot up.

Today i look like a boy. Completely Cross Dressed in every way. Every single article of clothing upon my body is either a men's size or made for a man. HA not that i care. honestly. I enjoy my male appearance, but i also do quite enjoy my female body. Yeah okay my little lumps on my chest are kinda a nuisance.

The one thing i hate though about day to day living, is going into a public washroom. OR getting asked, or even the blatant cold hard stares when some one such as me walks into a Women's washroom, fully knowing its correct. It gets annoying when other people correct themselves to make room for me. So I've decided i dislike public washrooms and prefer Gender Neutral Washrooms.

And ON that subject. Who's to say i HAVE to look like a woman. i really don't mind how i look. i actually love how i look. i cut off my hawk last night in preperation of my upcoming job interviews cuz obviously not many employers enjoy long orange hair...*rolls eyes* Sure i represent a male in everyday life, the only difference between me and a biologically correct are those two annoying bumps on my chest.

I look outside and see the beautiful women with long brown hair, trim fit bodies and curves that could knock a sock off, when me myself and perfectly content with what i have and where its going. i love my short croppped hair and cant wait for the back to grow out so i can spike that out to into a full sized frohawk and dye stripes of Red and blonde into my Black hair. It'll be great and hopefully just int iem for next summer considering its only September right now

I do Drag where its expected of me to impersonate the male persona on stage in a big and macho character as stereotype. Me personally. i aint stereyotyping. i respect men, to a certain point and always have..i also enjoy putting on a male persona for the form of pure entertainment. like come on. in my basement at the young age of 9 singing along and dancing around to Tal Bachman??

When i do that number it will be a flood of memories from ym past. Alot of the number i do have a reason or the actual song reminds me of someone or thing in my life that has impacted me. in one way or another. Songs like Supermans Dead, the lyrics about believeing something that you think is true but youk now its actually not. Those little mental moments we all have. Ha, some people think that Drag is all sexual and has to be directed towards the audience in a good way, and the best way to get a drunk audience is by being sexual. yes i can do it too, but i really dont feel as comfortable on stage when im grabbing my packing flashing smiles at the chicks as im trying to pick them up or somehting. it just dosent fit. i am passionate and ready abou tmy Drag and i love it and all the songs i choose have that exact same amount of passiona nd desire to reach out and let the audience see something else...if that make any sense. yerah i do some fun songs like ?Wild thing, or songs like thqt but overall. i have meaning and dedication...i just need more cheropgraphy...


I CANT FUCKING SPELL!!! ;sdkfjngviujscmNVGbzf

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so all in all, what is gender? based on your outward appearance and they way you act in dday to day activities? i sure dont. i really dont care..


i lost my thought

what are we talking abou tseeing the fact im more concerned with how i cant spell compared to actually writing something half intellegent...

Until later..

Rave