Monday, November 1

move on

the month is over.
the seasons are changing.
i feel a desparte pull and battle
inside my soul
there scraping and scratching.
no idea wahere to go or how to get there

feel so right . here with you in my arms
i never want to forget this feeling
never want to lose this moment.
i got to detach soon.
i cant go much further.
i never thought any more of where we are right now.

i only wanted a kiss and i got plenty.
now im scared you awnt more from me
and i cant do it. i just freeze. i stall. break down
shes so soft. tender. perfeect in a way no one can suspect.
just fits into my arms like she belonged therer the whole time
i cant be like this
i cant be all mush.
i need to be strong and just let it be to apint. and mayeb she will appreciate what she got
and surrender the friendship over a relationship.

that is waht matters most.
to me