so i awaken this aftrnoon barely aware of my surroundings, hardly calculating anything sincere and correct. My thoughts were scattered as the sound of Alexisonfire rolls off the floor by my bed signalling me to awaken out of a groggy terrible nights sleep. I try to remember what day it is, where i am and why. I realize i am home in my bed, frezzing and its one of the WTFFFFFx 10000 mornings. ive only had so many of these in my lifetime, but the feelings i get arent good ones....
So during today i have tried to redirect my thoughts into a sincere train on the weird events that happened last night...
i remembered i was to Meet Cassie, already i have had one and half joints to myself and was about to do another one. I walked in the bar ond for someo dd reason people wnted to buy me drinks..so i obliged and they did...hence me getting drunker and drunker by the drink cuz after me not drinking for like 4 months...alcohol has a weird thing on me i guess...
So Cass is around and were dancing. my roomate was there as well dancing with some random. Dez was there i remembver clearly but for whatreason i have nbo idea what happened between 12 and 3...cuz i was pretty hamemred..not to mention the other thing i did to add to it all...plus music plus good friends and all this weird stuff...the only thing i remember at one time or another i was being mauled on the floor by some person kissing me...i dont know who it was, where it came from and why....!!
Why do i drink? to forget
I forget the majority of the events that happened last night..so i am clearly unable to determine wether it was a good or bad night..
i dont even want to know...im going o move on
J
