change

change is good.
 you never know when
 it will happen
sleep on it, null it over

digging deep inside
my soul i search
for answers to
these complicated questions

tossing and turning
nightmares reflect
my mind trying to
work it out

day by day i search
more inside deeper
and i cast out the answers
and direct myself

tbc

out of control.

yet still intact.
she still years for me. and i cant figure this out.
has it run out of control
can it continue on.
i want to be with her.
 in a way just because she wants to be with me halfly because i had developed similar feelings.
mow everythin is just plain complicated. she wants me to take the place that is similar to brennans becsue brennan is her husband an she loves jhim too.
and she loves me at the exact same time. she wants me to take a place in a gf way. im sure tht will only last solong.