Wonder Parft 2

Wonder Part 2

i often wonder
why life takes such
wild and strange turns
how it tip and sways

Sometimes i lie on my flat
and i listen to the muted noise
that i have listened to for the last 6 months
but when spring comes around

The bird start chirpping at 3 am in the morning
and i feela sense of peace
through out of everything
that has happned in the last 24 hours

i am comforted by the fact
that something so beautiful
could be so small
and its the little things that really matter

through out the day i wonder
why its so crazy
why its so hetic
and why cant anything be easy

but on the other hand
i am living in a very stable area
im not in Africa
im not is North Korea

These days have been
very emotionally attached
Very easily broken
Very vulnerable

And im not sure why
every 5 minutes i want
to rip apart my insides
and dig to the deeper void

its like theres a huge partitioning in my
life these days and i am not really sure
everything is so very confusing
and i cannot keep track

oh look a butterfly