Quit the Analyzation

So i just got back from half running half walking around the river valley for the last hour and a bit. I walked through the Legislature grounds and i watched the Newly weds and there parties with the pictures of there special days so they can remember it for a life time. Because we all know they just promised a lifetime in the vows they spoke. From there i carried on to the top af the steps by the little club downthere by the LRT bridge. and i just stood there asnd watched life pass me by as i stood there, the breeze in my face and feeling so free and amazed at what is going on. how the trees are budding, how the clouds are rolling, how the river runs, how the grass turns green, how the rain falls on the ground and how the days rolls out. Im finding myself at a loss for words these days. like i took an oath of silence for the last bit. And i dont want to talk anyone i just want to drown in my thoughts and be still. So after some down time and observation i proceed down to the bottom of those stairs and book it across the road onto the bridge and across the river...at the end i am hardly alive cause i just ran full tilt like 2 km...or less...lol....butyeah then i just did a cool down walk and walked to the playground at Kinsmen. Wow that place is actually in real ife so small. I just reflected on how that park seems so much bigger when i wass smaller. And how everything was so new and exciting. how i wanted to be a kid again. I watched the younger generation explore. and thought. We all wondered. We all go thru the same thing. we just dont really know it, or realize it until like a moment i had. I watched all these people spend the lazy Saturday. I was on the swings and again it was such a different feeling then what i felt when i was younger. Its reality. I grew up. i am understanding the world and everything in it. but theres nothing i can do to stop it.i have to keep going. i guess if i made it this far i can surely keep going on. What to do in a life filled with mystery. Living by faith and not by sight. So i after i just walked home and here i am writing this.

i decided i think im going to start to take a day out of the week to have a day of relaxation and accept ion and just observation. Deal?

Sweet