Listing as of August 2008

so i need a new blue color, need to see a doctor just in case , see my Glenn, clean my , Sleep more, make more money to eat more

i need to write, write more poetry, Write out how my summer affected me in my personal growth. possibly make a draft about how it could of been vs. how it actually was..., and blog more, play more music and get a life...

I need to do whats right while keeping my rebel side active, stay true to myself while not backing down, stand up for my peers and myself and fight to the death your right to say it...

i need to accept, dream, live for the now, don't look back but keep my back in check, free fall, laugh, dance ever more than before, cry, suffer, justify, elaborate...

i need to find out, explore, learn, live, love, die, take that bullet...with time, support, grace, praise, quality time,

i need to play, pretend, be a child, be curious, ask questions, make mistakes, innocent, quiet, restless, hyper, surprised,

i need to get back up on my feet over all. pay back what needs to be paid. get my life in an orferly fashion and understand ohow this world works so i wont pose a risk of being swallowed up again.
i need to have more bean in my jeans by cutting out oterh areas of my life....