So..
.over this little extravaganza of me trying to figure out who i really am...or who i really want to be..or who i am, in all actuality, am supposed to be.....
i have figured out something about my mind and mostly my long term memory....or my memory in GENERAL. It's amazing, absolutely amazing. every time i think of an event, i am truly surprised at myself at how much i remember! like oh man, who would really remember little unimportant things as the such?
For example. I remember things such as the exact date it happened~[ie. November 11 2006, January 28th 2006 may 12 2007ect..] ~, not so much the time, but the time of day evening ect] , i remember what i brought[Green Tea, ect..], what the person i saw was doing [ apple crisp] , such as cooking apple crisp [yes i am slowly singling out a certain time in the day] and exactly action for action what went down.
CRAZY I say, absolutely crazy.
I often wonder how that is so...is it because i often reenact the incident moment after i have left the scene? how i often think of something better i could of said in that incident? I always remember the little things, the subtle details of a area, that at the moment, means nothing, to either of us, and then months later i am catching myself thinking about it...and yeah it's so random....and weird...maybe i am crazy, maybe i do have a thing in my head...or i could be a pure genius....
haha...fat chance...
.but yeah its insane..and then i bring it up randomly and the person is like
" what..? when..? where was i? "
i always laugh and make fun of it, but deeply inside i am like am really amazed! why am i not this genius in school, or in real life? why do i focus on the unimportant things!!!
im so weird..yes go ahead say it...Jaz your weird!
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