Monday, January 24

no title.

well that explains alot.
ya i can give you space.
all the space you need
 i'll revoke my assistance
and fade into black.
 forget i was ever here.
go on your merry life
 you can have it all
 ill revoke my hearts calling
 ill defend my own
i never said it would easy
 i never said it be fun
who knew i was havin fun
now shit just got real
and you need to break it off with me
so why dont you already.
better you break me then to break myself
 it would mean more. in the end
i would'nt understand either way.
ill have to walk for a long time
ill have to escape to a state of secrecy
to a state of silence.
so much you will start to miss me
by that time i would hope i ca move on.
i can move forward
 brush it off
 like it  never mattered to me
when it dose. becasue i loved her.
i told her last night.
 was it too much
 did she even get it
im at fault i should just fuck off already
my life is a complication to the maximun.
 like nothing is ever enough
 there's always gotta be something.
well i let you be.
 ill let you die
 i kill myself
before things get started.
 11 am im gone
never to be heard from again
 want me back.
 they always do
but for now ill stand in the corner
invisible and silent
im sorry im in the way.

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