fallen leaves fallen again
dead and denied
 as the summer sifts through tainted fingers
as one such knew such freedom

one goes into mind and mind set
just to discover the hidden world
of what can know
who can possible know

nobody has been to heaven and back
to tell the stories of what happens
in real life heaven
or even to tell if there is such a place

i'm looking for peace
 in my trails of travels
i finish last
all the time this life

whats in this life
 i don't understand
 i fail to grasp
 the rope that holds me here

 it dosen't make much sense to me
 these days
 i just wander
 around and around

searching for
 some one to claim myself
for me
 as i am
 no mater waht